Journey to 2046

2010. There is still so much room for improvement. Knowing exactly what you want and even more so, what you do not want, gives you the potential to go unknown heights. ... what did I know. There is and was still so much room for more.

Craving for that feeling, wanting to be possessed by that feeling. I hated to be normal all my life. Maybe I should stop trying to be, stop trying to fit into a normal life. I could settle for an ordinary life. But maybe I always felt I was meant for something more. Something better.

The trick is not to look for love. Look for yourself. Look for your destiny. Pursue it with all means. Without compromise, without hesitation. You are fully capable of deciding your own destiny.

I dare myself to do better. Tired of all this. Mediocre, mundane, normal. Its human nature to settle for security. I hate security. I cant live like this. They all give in. Ultimately. They all take place in the long grey line of being afraid to know what would have happened. Security.

When all is perfect, when all is realized and finished. Just burn it. walk away from it. Leave it. Life is change. Fuck security.

Watch me fail. I will. Laughing.